arno1012

September 29th Sunday

tomorrow is the eve of the National Holiday.in Macao,we only take two days off. until now, it's been a month since we started the new semester,which, has a lot of frustrations and annoying problems.

a really really bad thing happened -- many of my classmates (who have spent a year accompanying with me, going through the thin and the thick with me,sharing every challenges, all the laughing, all the sorrow with me ), they're going to leave the school.because they're working in the casino, and recently all of them have been shifting to the night shift, which, from 11pm to 7 am. and they all said, this is too difficult, and exhausting, and they can no longer come back to school--since, they don't have so much time and they can't stand working such a long time(studying from 6.30pm to 10.10pm, and then work until morning),plus, they have family stuffs to deal with.all of the things come together, and they can't handle it.so they decide to quit...

there are 6 of them, all of were my favourite people, and all have established a nice relationship with me. after hearing this news, i was like,my ceiling of house were falling upon me! it was crushing on my heart, made me breathless.oh god, how could you do that to me? you have taken all my friends, all my favourite people, all my fun from me! and i can't do nothing about it.

i haven't written diary for like, ages. last time i wrote, i still worry about my first year's final exams.and now, i have to face such a horrible thing like this! how could i get over it? i mean, my school life, seems like can not without them. last year, they have brought so many fun, so many laughs,so many happiness for me. and now, all i can do is watching them gone and say goodbye!

this 4 months have happened so many ,and many things change a lot. but i was unable to writing them down. i was refused with writing these, because i don't have any inspiration.i don't know what to tell. that's one of the reasons. and others? thews...never mind. at least i wrote it today.these day i have been feeling quite fine, and that's one of the reason i can regain my courage to write diaries.it wasn't hard when you start doing it, but it's not easy to start.

all right, that's all for today. hope next week i can continue.